Okay, it's been awhile since I posted. I had a two day relapse, dang it!!! Yesterday was day 1, so today is day 2. I am so frustrated. Thankfully I have a sweet friend praying for me, and I can really feel it. It's so strange how the relapses come on. I'll be feeling fine, then it seems I suddenly have an overwhelming need to eat something off plan. Nothing will make it go away, as much as I try. I still resist talking about it with someone though. That's my problem. Maybe if I did that, it would go away. At the time though, I know they won't let me eat what I want, and that's not what I want them to do. Oh, the addicts brain!!!
I am back on plan today. I pray that the Lord protects this temple so that his spirit can work through me.
Breakfast: beans, cottage cheese, orange, ribeye steak
Friday, October 9, 2009
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